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Ongoing5m
Last published Thu, Dec 22, 2016
Why? Why is the title "Why"? Why does life get harder as i live? I try to live my day as harmless as possible, as joyful as possible. Athough, I can never get through those days. I want to be happy, but I can't without hurting anyone. However, I want everyone to be happy, but I can't without hurting me. Why? I try to forgive people who have sinned to me, I try to say "ye I forgive you", when I truly don't. I know i can't keep everyone happy and I obviously can't make everyone happy, although of course I try to. But i know I'm not God, I can't do those things. I just don't understand anymore, how I can't make a decision or a choice for something that makes me happy without hurting someone else. I've given up but, why am I still fighting?
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