Suicide

Honestly suicide is scary, especially when it's on your mind 24/7. Many people have tried stopping me. I've stopped cutting so people would believe me. I just do other things to self harm, to feel pain just to feel something. Everyday I hear constant voices, I don't recognise the voices, they are just always there whispering in my ear telling me to do things, and I'm stupid enough to listen but when they get inside your head telling you things over and over again, you'd start to believe them right? Well I see things too, me lying on the bathroom floor with slit wrists or me hanging in the tree or me getting hit by a car or me jumping off buildings or bridges. Even when I'm not walking around it still happens. When I sleep, or even when I'm just laying in bed and that's all that comes to mind, suicide, suicide, suicide..... This is a tried story because this is my story. I know many won't read but this is my way of telling my story.