Painful [NCT Ten] 《Finished》
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  • Reads 12,522
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  • Parts 21
  • Time 2h 59m
Complete, First published Sep 01, 2016
Mature
I never knew love could be so painful...
  
I never knew I was in love with my Ten until I saw him with someone else, Am I selfish for not being happy for him?
  
 I always thought I only liked him and nothing else.
  
 I tried to convince myself that I could get over it, that I just didn't care anymore until the pain hit me like a bullet.
  
 Why does my heart hurt? Am I dying?







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This is my first ever english fanfic and I know it has tons of typos everywhere and it's kinda cringgy! I apologize for that but I'd love u to read it anyway♡
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