delirium. // kc x cs.
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Last published Thu, Apr 16, 2020
!!warning!! this book includes self-harm, sexual abuse, slight sexual themes, abuse and mental disorders such as schizophrenia and delirium. if any of these things trigger you, please do not read this book.
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korey and cristina.
cristina is a pretty cheerful girl. she loves meeting fans, she loves playing shows and touring. there's really nothing that could bring her down...
Korey on the other hand, isn't the same. she suffers from schizophrenia making her see and hear things that aren't there. this has drove her mentally insane. she's tried multiple doctors but none have been patient enough to help her.
all her bandmates just think she's crazy and that she's doing this for the attention, not knowing her mental disorders are slowly killing her.
so what happens when skillet and lacuna coil tour together?
she had already taken to harming herself with a razor to get some release and after this tour finished, korey's already planned to end her own life as she can't deal with her suffering anymore. she's sick of it.
however, when cristina meets korey, she automatically falls in love and eventually, korey falls in love with cristina.
they become friends which helps korey as she has someone to talk to but she couldn't dare tell cristina about her mental disorders. she knew that would scare her off. well, at least that's what she thought.
cristina starts noticing things about korey that come out at different times. she starts noticing signs of korey's mental disorders.
this scares her and doesn't know what korey could be doing to herself.
cristina just wants to help the girl she loves...
but, will it be too late...
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