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Last published Fri, Jul 5, 2019
Okay so let me start by saying that although the ideas of this story are based off of real life events, it does not 100% reflect on my personal life.
Also the ideas and concepts that will be in this story contain sensitive material, so if you are potentially triggered by the following I recommend that you skip any chapters with a TRIGGER warning simply for your own well being.
POTENTIAL TRIGGERS:
• depression
•anxiety
• abuse
•self image
• (more will be added later if needed)
Anyway, thank you all so much for checking out my story and I hope you enjoy.
Thanks, Shay
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