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Last published Thu, Aug 30, 2018
when you love someone, they always leave too soon.
but I miss you more than I did yesterday.
its was 4am. he was sleeping and she was crying.
he didn't want to hear her cry. she was so damn emotional.
he wondered what happened to the soul that she used to be.
when she finally fell asleep, she was dreaming about taking a bottle of pills and drinking alcohol.
he was dreaming of a place where she was finally happy, but he knew that was just another fantasy.
she just wanted to take some pills and fall asleep and see what came afterwords.
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