3 Months

When we are young we never really think about the future or whats going to happen to us. We think we have our entire lives with the people we love. But when a time limit is placed upon us it's like the world was just put in fast forward. You feel like you don't have any time and you just want to quit before you start. When they are gone you feel like your little world just suffered a natural disaster. Like you were just pushed out of orbit. Like a moon without a planet.

All I've got is 3 months until we have to go our separate ways. After 4 years, it's all over in 3 months. She'll be across the country by September 1st. And I'll stay in California in this tiny country town with all the dropouts and I'll be working a dead end job with no ambition. All I can do is make the last 3 months count for us. For her.