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Ongoing, First published Sep 04, 2016
Mature
I was shattered with pain
I almost forgot the essence of having a happy life. 
I closed every door for social casualties. I almost forgot how to move my muscles in order to smile. 
I felt numb. I felt disgrace. 
All I wanna do is run my money backward and forward. 
I'm sick and tired of such love stories.
I'm Sick and tired of poverty.
I'm sick and tired of simplicity.
I was fighting for something un official.
Maybe for love? For money? For dignity or just for pride. 
I was hanging between Life and death.  I'm a mosquito flying like a sweet butterfly. Or more like a sweet butterfly killing like a mosquito. 
I was poisoned by his sweat yet craving to drink more from him. 
I may lived my life fast forward or holding on preview.
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