Why Don't You Love Me?

To you, my lover boy. To you, now I am writing while going back in my younger self, brushing away the traces of age life has given me and turning into the same lily which you once held in your captive under the torrential rain. + A Short Story + Completed √ ©-saffronjo, 2023.

"he was sunshine, i was midnight rain"

Initially, this was supposed to be a 'mortals meet demigods' but with time it has shifted to one-shot more than anything, still I hope you enjoy! I promise writing quality improves in the newer chapter! Open to petitions! [13/10/21]

Sycholls high school au vent fic so yea it's gonna be pretty sad with a lot of angst and fluff i'll add more tags and change up things along the way and maybe change the name i just cbf rn Warnings -selfharm -bullying -abuse (physical and verbal) -attempted rape (sorry) -suicide -murder

"This was just supposed to be summer fun. That was what we agreed on." I tried to talk to him as he was vigorously shaking his head, tearing his gaze away from me. "You were never just a summer fun to me." He stared into my eyes and I felt exposed because I might have developed some feelings for him that I've never wanted to face. Heddy Lopez has just barely graduated and is trying to find the purpose of her life when her friends take her away for the summer before they go on separate ways. Little did she know that an old crush and complicated relationships would cross her way again making her last high school summer completely different than she'd expected it to be. Secrets, heartbreaks, and empty promises siege her over and over again. And they never seem to stop. But how much an already broken heart could take before fully giving up? Started: July (2022) - Finished: August 18 (2022) 123 000+ words

Bell and her parents go on a holiday to a small town in California for the summer. The town only has a couple hundred people and she runs into Matt he is the best thing that has ever happened to Bell. And after a month of spending every day together there relationship tightens and they soon become inseparable. But there comes a time when every Summer must End. In a heart wrenching goodbye she goes back to North Dakota for her senior year. As she returns home she discovers something that will shock her and her friends and family to their core. After 6 months into their senior year... someone unexpected turns up to someone's school.

Annie has a list for everything. At two notebooks a year since kindergarten, she has thousands of lists stored in her perfectly aligned closet. There's List #27: How to Go Unnoticed in Class. And List # 93: What I Want in a Boyfriend. But let's not get ahead of the story. This is the story of List #92: The Summer of Katie and A. Annie's life is a hot mess, and not in a sexy magazine cover kind of way. It's a no boyfriend, seriously legit OCD, mother has cancer kind of mess. Annie wants the happily ever after, while her best friend, Katie, just wants to shrug off her virginity ASAP-something Annie just can't even. When unexpected tragedy occurs, it's worse than anything she ever imagined. The Summer of Katie and A becomes the Seven Terrible Things I Wish Had Happened Instead. This is a story of family, friendship, personal quirks, first love, tragic loss, and resolve.

This unexpected change in weather managed to turn my mood around badly. I can't deny that I love rain, but when you have no place to dry up in after enjoying the raindrops as they pelt down against your skin, you can't help but dread the rainy days. But, I guess I'm somewhat lucky, for the rain didn't decide to fall while I was making my way to 'The Heaven'. And, as soon as I came to a stop in front of the store's door, I felt the first drop of rain fall onto my skin, and for the first time in my life, I looked up and made a wish before opening the door and stepping into a store that could help in deciding my fate. ------------ Leila is a teenager who has nothing at all, yet alone have anything to lose. After getting thrown out of the orphanage, that her mother left her in as a baby, on her eighteenth birthday, she has to make a living for herself out of her high school diploma and what little money she has saved over the years. Will Leila be able to go against all the obstacles that get thrown her way in order to improve her life? Or, will she have to be forever miserable and homeless? She has only one hope and that hope could be her only chance at survival.

COMPLETED✅ Two high school teenagers finding themselves, analyzing this ever changing world, and building love. This is the type of love you wish you found in high school but probably know way too well that it only exists as fiction. Today I'm turning my fiction to reality. ❣️•••❣️ Excerpt: Just as I was about to seek shelter under some building's roof, the tires of a car come to a halt, I wonder who might pity the lonely girl walking in the rain. The passenger window rolls down, and I spot the most unexpected person seated behind the wheel. "Get in" comes out his voice, and I must've stood there agape for a few moments because next comes his rhetorical question. "Are you getting in or continuing walking in the rain?" Eyebrows raised expectantly. He sounds annoyed, like he regrets his decision to ever stop and help me. ❣️•••❣️ #5 in cynical #2 in loveandfriendship #1 in opinionated #4 in ihatelife #10 in nerdgirl #10 in HighschoolRomance #26 in GoodGirlBadBoy *contains mature themes. *contains cursing.