Don't Go

I search for days, sometimes weeks at a time, trying to find December. Every time I do, it only lasts a few minutes, but it's worth it. I know I'm getting closer every time. Closer to actually getting to keep her, I mean. I'm not exactly sure what it is I'll have to do to make it there but I'll find out. I want to. I have to. And I gotta do it soon.