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Counting Stars and Scars {Kellic}
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  • Reads 127,157
  • Votes 4,342
  • Parts 20
  • Time 2h 33m
Complete, First published Sep 05, 2016
Vic is good at hiding things. 

He hides his depression. 

He hides his self-harm. 

And above all, he hides the fact that he's completely in love with his best friend Kellin. 

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**TRIGGER WARNING** *self harm/ suicide + slight eating disorder * please don't read if this will trigger you; this is the only warning I'm putting up for the whole book! 

~title from The Divine Zero by Pierce the Veil~
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