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The Diary of a depressed nation

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This is the Diary of a nation known an the United States Of America. Here you will see a side of him that the others don't.

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My Little Girl by maxine247

Amelia misses the days when she was actually loved. Her parents England ,France and Spain probably hate her. The only ones who probably loves her are her other North American Siblings and her South American cousins and some others. She conviced herself that she's unloveable now is depressed and tries to be perfect. But what happens when her parents and other siblings find out about her troubles? Disclaimer: I don't own Hetalia.

America x Reader : Jealous Much? by bliztbika

America is jealous of Canada whom had Reader-chan's attention. He envy him that Reader-chan spends her time hanging out with Canada but not America. He wants to get Reader-chan's attention, to know that he could confess his feelings to her. Will he get Reader-chan's attention with the help from France and England? Will he succeed?

Needy Child by FeynaValey

America is all grown up now, but Canada is still a child. A little, useless child who's no longer needed nor loved by his older brother. When an accident happens, will it reinforce Canada's belief or prove him wrong? (Pre-Revolutionary War) Completed work || 36,525 words || Rating: K+ Hetalia belongs to Hidekaz Himaruya; credits for the cover picture go to bebe (pixiv member id=88560)

The Fake Smile He Wears by PotatoNoLife

No Ships! i do be cringing at this very hard but I'll keep it up for y'all. note that the quality is very questionable and like most people i've reflected on the cringiness <3 The Ancients saw many of their children and grandchildren suffering alone, no one noticing the other's pain. The fake mask, the 'happy' countries wore. The secrets they all hid. The Ancients couldn't let this just happen, they came up with a plan. America was the unfortunate victim and test subject. America is the happy, joyful, always smiling, and loud country, but what if everything they know about him is a lie? A mask no one could see through. The mask no one tried to look through. There was a lot they didn't know about him. A lot he hid from them. A lot he kept inside his cracking heart. Secrets will be spilled, and skeletons will come out of the closet. Feelings kept inside for so long, will come out. The sides of America they never knew of will come out today. The mask will come off today. The mask that's been worn for so long. Will he be saved? What happened to America? Who is America really? How many lies have been told? How many hearts will be broken? Did they ever know America at all? How many friendships will be built, and how many destroyed? How long has America deceived them all? How will they see America now? Will America come out of this better or worse? Was doing all of this right? Only time will tell. WARNING⚠️⚠️⚠️: Mentions of suicide, eating disorders, self harm, other mental disorders, and depression. If you are suffering from any of these things please get help. I know someone out there cares for you, if you can't find someone who cares for you, I do, so please get help. Don't ever do any of this stuff. If you don't like this stuff or if it bothers you please don't read it, if not continue, you have been warned. Some stuff may be really inaccurate and I don't mean to offend anyone. Best rank Alfred Jones #1 Cover picture isn't mine, please don't sUe mE

Don't Leave Me by Asha_Liberty_Jones

America is always smiling and goofy. Every nation knows him as the cocky, hero-wannabe, who contributes very little, and causes many problems. America works hard to put this image out there. It's both his shield against the world and the weight dragging him down. Everyday gets harder to deal with and the mask is falling off. When he feels alone in the world it might take an old friend to remind him that there is hope. Hope for happiness. Hope for his future. Hope for love.

Crazy Little Americans by whyisrussia745

I'm not good at summaries. America's secret gets out to the other nations. So original, I know. Just enjoy, I guess. Hetalia and the cover art doesn't belong to me. All I own is my OCs and the story, I guess. Man, I don't know how this works. I'm so sleep deprived. Date started: June 4th, 2023

The Extent of Love by ImAProfessional0

America, well, to say he never struggled would be a big fat lie. Yet, will the loss of support from his fellow nations send him into a spiral? #1 in RusAme 12/14/19 #1 in Hetalia 12/15/19 Dark!Depressed!Bulimic!Secretive!America x Russia Multiple OC's (human, state, nation, territory's) used. Human names used. Rated: T for violence (lol nobody's gonna pay attention to this) Hetalia belongs to Papa Hima

Crazy mess by Deafbeatbox

*FINISHED* DISCLAIMER: This book contains suicidal thoughts, self-harm, and depression. If any these things bother or trigger you, then consider this a warning. This book isn't based on Hetalia, but on countryhuman/countryball :) *ALSO THIS BOOK IS CRINGY!* ~~~~~~~ America was happy. He really was. But why did everything shatter, starting with his dad leaving? Everything was..... empty. He didn't find the same joy in his hobbies as he used to. Why? Why did it all ｆａｌｌａｐａｒｔｓｏｆａｓｔ？ A A A A Subscrib for edgy content

The Things I'd Rather Forget // Countryhumans AU by Sel_va_

America has it all: fame, friends, allies, a supportive family- everything a country could ever want; but, when America's past and guilty conscience catch up to him, America breaks both mentally and physically. As America's relationships, life, and country are crumbling before him, America is left to wonder: is this the end, or it is a whole new beginning? After all, some things are better left forgotten. Disclaimer! This story hints at and mentions themes of death, depression, war, and suicidal thoughts. If you are not okay with or sensitive to this type of content, please don't strain yourself to read my book!

A Hero By Any Other Name [OLD] by Ese_chicanoL

[OLD. NEW VERSION OUT NOW.] One day, Alfred had mistakenly left his journal in the meeting room. He had left his stuff behind due to an emergency back at his home, and so; the remaining nations were appalled at finding something that he'd been writing in. And unfortunately, curiosity killed the cat. Many of the others began to read the pages, which led them all to realize that Alfred was a whole lot different than what they'd thought he'd be, for being the personification of the United States. Several twists and turns begin to crumble, as a hidden secret between Arthur, Matthew, and Alfred comes to light. While Matthew descends into mental chaos- the rest of the nations manage to take back the journal, only to find out some horrible secrets the American has about them. [Disclaimer: Hetalia does not belong to me, all rightful credits go to Hidekaz Himaruya (AKA: Hima)!] - - #1 in aphamerica - 06.22.23 #1 in romanovargas - 06.24.23 #2 in felicianovargas - 06.24.23 #2 in aphprussia - 06.29.23 #2 in aphrussia - 07.03.23 - - Started: 06.XX.2023 Ended: [DISCONTINUED] - 08.13.2023

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My Little Girl cover

America x Reader : Jealous Much? cover

Needy Child cover

The Fake Smile He Wears cover

Don't Leave Me cover

Crazy Little Americans cover

The Extent of Love cover

Crazy mess cover

The Things I'd Rather Forget // Countryhumans AU cover

A Hero By Any Other Name [OLD] cover

My Little Girl

Amelia misses the days when she was actually loved. Her parents England ,France and Spain probably hate her. The only ones who probably loves her are her other North American Siblings and her South American cousins and some others. She conviced herself that she's unloveable now is depressed and tries to be perfect. But what happens when her parents and other siblings find out about her troubles? Disclaimer: I don't own Hetalia.