Killing Myself
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Last published Tue, Sep 6, 2016
Mia is sixteen. She has four sisters and two dead brothers. Her dad's an acholoic, but he loves her. Her mom works hard to keep everyone fed and clothed and loved. But Mia isn't happy. She hasn't been for four years. In this story, Mia is sitting on top of the water tower, remembering her life. Does she decide to jump? should she?
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