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juxtapoz
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Time
Time 1h 54m
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1h 54m
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juxtapoz
Ongoing
Ongoing, First published Sep 06, 2016
poems and prose
All Rights Reserved
adhd
angry
anixety
bipolardisorder
broken
care
crazy
depression
family
fear
feelings
freementalillness
happy
journal
love
people
poetry
sad
sadness
smoking
suicide
the1975
thoughts
world
write
adhd
angry
anixety
bipolardisorder
broken
care
crazy
depression
family
fear
feelings
freementalillness
happy
journal
love
people
poetry
sad
sadness
smoking
suicide
the1975
thoughts
world
write
Table of contents
dedication
Fri, May 3, 2019
preface
Fri, May 3, 2019
75: a journal is its owner's vital organ
Fri, May 3, 2019
82: i only do it [write] when i need to put something down
Fri, May 3, 2019
85: AJC 260218
Fri, May 3, 2019
93: is there somebody who can love you?
Fri, May 3, 2019
94: she says call me by your name
Fri, May 3, 2019
98: your local ex girl
Fri, May 3, 2019
100: TO WRITE FOR YOU
Fri, May 3, 2019
105: what tears are made of
Fri, May 3, 2019
106: pray
Fri, May 3, 2019
110: stretch out and wait
Fri, May 3, 2019
111: amid the gloom the flowers bloom
Fri, May 3, 2019
112: rock-bottom sanity
Fri, May 3, 2019
114: cathexis - love letter
Fri, May 3, 2019
115: devil of the month
Fri, May 3, 2019
116: help!!
Fri, May 3, 2019
117: 170618
Thu, May 9, 2019
118: I Married A Writer and It Was
Sun, May 26, 2019
120: mania!!!
Wed, Jun 19, 2019
123: what she read / all heady books / she'd sit and prophesise
Sat, Aug 17, 2019
125: I DIED
Sun, Sep 8, 2019
126: Inside Mind
Sat, Sep 14, 2019
127: on the importance of prose
Sat, Sep 21, 2019
128: sleep deprivation as a form of art precipitation
Wed, Sep 25, 2019
128: it's beginning to look a lot like christmas
Sun, Dec 1, 2019
130: name the blood - it's all in
Mon, Jan 13, 2020
148: ARISTOCRATIC NOSE AND VULGAR BONES
Sun, Mar 8, 2020
149: spider cannibalism
Sun, Mar 29, 2020
151: if there is no american dream
Wed, Apr 29, 2020
154: Jameela died 020520
Tue, May 5, 2020
156: Weeks Write Wise
Fri, May 22, 2020
158: end stage
Tue, Jun 9, 2020
159: notes on maintenance
Sun, Jul 5, 2020
160: i'm over you / wanna be all of you
Wed, Jul 22, 2020
162: "he" lays down
Sun, Nov 15, 2020
devil's eyes on you
Wed, Sep 22, 2021
anxie-tea
Mon, Sep 27, 2021
rain is safe
Wed, Oct 13, 2021
rain is safe 2
Wed, Oct 13, 2021
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