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Deadly thoughts~Mikayuu(bxb)

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henryonceabirdy

boyxboy mikayuu owarinoseraph selfharm yaoi

Yuichiro Hyakuya is an orphaned teenager with suicidal thoughts, and many screws loose in his brain. His orphanage sends him to a mental institute, to help with his "problems" and meets Mikaela, a tall, handsome doctor who is there to help with his addictions. Little does Yuu know that the doc is turning his life upside down. 

!!!!WARNING!!!!

This story has sex, drugs, addictions, abuse, ect. If your not comfortable with reading these things then please steer away. This also has a lot of boyxboy relationships (yaoi) if your not comfortable reading this then leave. 
Thanks.All Rights Reserved

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