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There's a Reason I Go to the Library & It's Not Cause I Like Reading

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Reads 346
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Parts 21
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Dan Howell always knew something was off in his life and that something was Phil Lester. (or the one where Phil didn't quite understand death and Dan was just a boy from the south who wanted to make him happy again)
  
  TW: Self harm, suicide, eating disorders
  
  -I don't normally write that much other than a few paragraph-long spiels and this is the first phanfiction I've written and it's really time i did write one given how long I've been in the phandom for. I really hope you enjoy and I'd love any feedback you have. Love you xx-
  
  ORIGINALLY FROM MY AO3 IF YOU LIKE THAT SITE BETTER THEN HERES THE LINK: http://archiveofourown.org/works/7817101/chapters/17840518All Rights Reserved

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