Melanin
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No ass, no boobs and no beauty : Jesus what a life !
Anyways, what can I do ? Have surgeries ?
I just have to deal with this piece of shit that I use for body.
"Girl, put a smile on your face, right now", said my subconscious.
I obey and I'm smiling.
I'm crying over my curves ... But they are not the reason why I find myself ugly.
I find myself ugly because I'm black.
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