Drowning In My Own Mind
Trust_Nobody
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Trust_Nobody
Ongoing, First published Sep 17, 2013
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Ricky has been having nightmares, ones that have terrified him since he was a kid. Chris is his best friend and roommate. When he sees how tormented he is,  will he be able to help him? Or are his demons just to strong?  Note: This is my first Cricky slash, so some pointers would be pretty helpful. Also, the entire story, I recommend songs like Fear Of Sleep.
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