Little Cracks In A Big Heart

"I'll be with you through this, im not giving up just becuase one little problem happens" he insisted is his gorgeous Australian accent. "HE COULD GO TO JAIL! I DID THIS TO HIM! WHO KNOWS WHAT KIND OF TROUBLE I COULD GET YOU INTO! I DONT WANT THAT PLEASE I LOVE YOU BUT YOU NEED TO LEAVE ME!" i cried, melting in my own tears, as i pushed Cody away. Pulling me back even tighter then before, he held me close letting me cry into his shoulder. A strong hand wrapped around my head the other around to my back, i stood there crying. More and more tears poured out, i thought they would never stop. I couldn't even hold myself back once i was in his arms. It was like every block i put up, he broke through as no one had ever done before.But this wasn't right. He coudln't be the one as you hear in movies and those stupid happily ever after crap. Hell my mom is 50 and single! Thats whats gonna happen to me! i can't believe im thinking about all this right now, meanwhile my step brother could go to jail and their side of the entire family could hate me for life. This isn't what i wanted.... i didn't want my life fucked up like this. I started to cry even harder. i couldnt take it anymore. He wrapped his amazing arms around me tighter, almost to stop me from chocking on tears, and held me as tears poured out like rain on his shoulder.