The Last Pages of my Memory
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I am now writing down the last pages of my memory, but I am scared.
I am scared because I know that after I finish every chapter of this story,
I have to come up with another idea.
I will wake up in the morning with nothing to remember.
Events, objects, and people.
In a matter of seconds, those memories will fade.
And I feel like giving up on life.
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