The monster inside
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Last published Fri, Feb 22, 2019
Dan Howell is a ordinary high schooler well accept from one important issue. He's a ghoul with a strong distaste for humans. Dan lives his life traveling from one school to the next hiding his secret from society. That is until he meets one extraordinary student Phil Lester. Can Dan keep his secret from the one person he truly cares about? Is he the only one keeping something to themselves?
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