untitled poem (about homophobia)
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Ive been going through homophobia from my church. I was kicked off of the worship team because im a lesbian. I see know purpose to go to the church anymore since I cant worship the lord, and id be too uncomfortable since everyone probably knows. I just felt like writing this to get my emotions out.
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