My Beautiful Disaster
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Last published Sun, Sep 17, 2017
Starting over is never easy. But sometimes it needs to be done. Sometimes it might be the only thing that pushes the past away.
Nyla has had enough of her past and the dark nightmares that keep shrouding her shoulders like a thick cloak she can shrug off.
As she starts her new life she tries to wipe the board clean but discovers soon that it's easier said than done. With her past lurking behind every corner, Nyla has trouble trusting certain people around her, instead keeping all her secrets to herself. But how long can she keep going until things are going to explode.
Will she learn that she doesn't need to through this battle on her own and that it's okay to ask for a little help once in a while?
But who's going to answer her screams when no one can hear them but her.
How many demons does she have to fight back that make her so exhausted
My Beautiful Disaster is a story about romance and darkness and finding your way back to the light. A journey many walk during their life.
This is a story about finding your way back and realizing where you want your path to go. And then you walk that path, not alone, but with the people who care about you by your side.
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