Him

It was not constant but like waves. Which made it more confusing. I dont have any idea if i was craving for him just because i missed the feeling i get around him or because i was too lonely or i just simply missed him or i still love him. Maybe im not even sure if we were ever in love with each other.
Tonight wasnt the night i usually have but its not the first time im having a night like this..its like i face this kinda feeling once in a month or sometimes more.