The Ability To Feel
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MaduroConcluída dom, out 23, 201621m
Why do people feel? Why must I feel? Why must I always feel pain? Why cant I just stop feeling? Questions that I continually ask myself everyday. I hate feeling this way, I hate feeling so tired. I close my eyes to escape yet as soon as I open my eyes I am once again trapped. It doesn't matter anyways, whether I open or close my eyes, I will always be trapped.
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Not me. (2023)
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