Alone

Alone.
That is how I feel now that everything is gone.
I made it all happen, one thing after another.
I know it's my fault, I never meant to have it this way.
They all say that it wasn't my fault, but deep down I know it was.
This is not how it should have ended.

Looking around me, I see the many familiar faces.
The faces that I grew up seeing everyday, trapped in these four walls.
School wasn't always like this.
I used to love school.
But that was before it happened.
Before my whole life came tumbling down.
It changed me.
It tore my life apart.
There are so many things to fix.
But it's now or never, isn't it?

Okay, let me explain from the very beginning.