I wanted to fall. I wanted to feel the wind blowing through my hair and tickling my skin as I tumbled through the sky. I wanted to feel the hard concrete beneath my body as I hit the ground, becoming lifeless. I wanted to die . . . I didn't want to live. I didn't want to go through anymore pain. I didn't want to be saved . . . I wanted to fall. - - - - Warning: This story contains strong language, some mature content, and triggering subjects.