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I Wanted To Fall [boyxboy]

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I wanted to fall. I wanted to feel the wind blowing through my hair and tickling my skin as I tumbled through the sky. I wanted to feel the hard concrete beneath my body as I hit the ground, becoming lifeless. I wanted to die . . .

I didn't want to live.

I didn't want to go through anymore pain.

I didn't want to be saved . . .

I wanted to fall.

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Warning: This story contains strong language, some mature content, and triggering subjects.All Rights Reserved

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Mon, Sep 12, 2016

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