suicide { j.j.}
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I fell in love with her
She was the one
She was mine.
I wish she knew how much I loved her
I didn't know she felt so lonely .
there's never a day where she doesn't cross my mind
her family still talks to me
my friends try to get me out of here to clear my thoughts
they've tried to get me to talk to another girl but its not the same .
she was the love of my life
I watch the love of my life take her own life .
Its been a few years and i am now on tour with a group called Magcon.
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