where does my heart belong

My father injected me with some weird, purple, liquid. "Don't tell mother about this." I shook my head for him to see that I wouldn't," there's my good girl I'm glad that I can trust you just like you can trust me." I just nod my head," I'm gonna tell you what this shot does and you can't forget ok?" Again a nod, " it will give you some cool powers that you can use but you mustn't let anyone know you have them or it could be trouble. You will also be able to pick what your wolf looks like whenever you transform, also the animals that you come into contact with you will be able to talk to the like I'm talking to you. The only down side I have found out is that you can't tell who your mate is. You can get along without him though. You could even live with him and you'd never know. Though you'd still get stronger when he's close but there could be more than one guy that could make you feel stronger I guess." He shakes his head, " just remember that no matter what happens I love you and so does your mother. By the way you may have some unexplainable things... I guess you could say 'powers'? At any rate please be responsible" he kisses my forehead. Then quickly vacates the room and I think I hear him say 'goodnight please be careful' he closes the day all the way and I am instantly swilled by an empty, casm, of bottomless darkness.