Never Good Enough
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Last published Tue, May 9, 2017
In which a suicidal girl named Amber is looking for someone to love her. She has a crush on a popular boy at her school named Ace, but he probably didn't even know she existed. No one else did. Who would love someone who self harms? Little did she know, Ace wasn't as blind as all the other kids at their school. Ace could see she was broken, and he wanted to mend her pieces back together.
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