Numb Inside
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Ongoing<5 mins
Last published Tue, Sep 20, 2016
"It's that feeling deep in your bones. Like you gotta keep fighting. And we both know you don't want to. That you just wanna.. give up.
But at the end of the day. When you're laying in bed, everything is quite. Somewhere far off you can hear a baby start to cry, or a dog bark, maybe the neighbors music is to loud. And that's it. Thats what it means to survive. Because you have a purpose here. We may not know what it is. But we have one. So you keep struggling. And I'll keep pushing you towards that finish line. I might not make it. But as long as I see you cross it. I'll know what it means to live my life to the fullest.
Because when you smile. I'm not so numb inside."
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