Silent Worries || phanfiction
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Last published Sat, Sep 17, 2016
Dan Howell is an interesting man. Well-in his head. On the outside he's a stuttering, socially awkward mess with crippling anxiety and nobody to relate to. His girlfriend doesn't understand half of what he says, his friends have abandoned him-most of them at least-and he sees the world in shades of black and white.
Then he finds Phil Lester, the boy with no voice to speak or hear-thats when everything goes to shit. Deeper, beautiful shit.
I do not own Dan Howell or Phil Lester. Unfortunately...
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