Trained to be your Queen

So tell me , how could you possibly fall in love with someone who is the main reason why you undergo 11 freaking years of pain and hardship just so you could be a perfect wife for him ? I’m Jynrie and since I save the royal highness from dying 11 years ago , I practically became his betrothed just because he doesn’t know how to properly ride a horse and so being the nice person that I am , I just have to save his sorry ass from falling and being stomped by those horses , oh joy ! (note the sarcasm) . And now we are supposed to be married the moment I turned 18 and that’s 3 days from now! So God help me , because all I want to do is chop his head and hang it to the temple for anyone to see that pretty face of their beloved king . Violent I know , but that’s what 11 years of prison-like life does to you ...