Yes, you heard this right. My family is fine. There's not really a problem, except mine. "This was actually fun" I thought in my head, as I stared a the cheater, covered in blood and dead. Suffocate. Suffocate in sadness. Contemplate. Contemplate in madness There are murmurs in the courtroom. You can tell they're all about you. You're acting like a kid now. You're not getting older now. I'm such a butterfingers. I should have never let you go. Why isn't this song over? What is this all about? I'm a mad daughter, mad daughter. But, nobody really knows... If you ever saw my Wonderland, you would think I'm crazy in the head. If a song doesn't have a meaning, why does it exist? If life doesn't have a meaning, why is it happening now? I should kill you, so you would be dead. I want to kill you, for all the stupid shit you said. You assume I'm on a sugar high, when I'm just 100% insane. If you're ever shy, I'm here for you.