Better left Unsaid...

It's funny how people are willing to be ignorant just for the sake of falling in love. Blinded and corrupted by the illusion the world has put up. You love him, he loves your best friend and.... your best friend loves him. Ikaw yung third wheel and the worst part is... he knows. He knows na mahal mo siya pero nagpaka-tanga kahit alam mong mahal niya ay iba. You kept on fighting a losing battle...

Alam niya naman ehhh... alam niyang gusto mo siya, na mahal siya. You fell into madness and oblivion pero tumayo ka kasi mahal mo siya at noong nalaman mo na ang totoo, umalis ka kasi hindi mo kaya. You felt betrayed and angry and mad and sad and.... nothing.

Nothing at all....

Manhid ka na sa sakit kasi ilang beses mo na yang naranasan. Pero naisip mo rin, paano kung hindi mo na lang sinabi sa kanya, okay pa kaya ang lahat? Pffft

Ang tanga ko diba.... kasi ang tawag ko sa sarili ko ay - ikaw , mo, you. All along I was referring to myself. Love is maddening. Love is crazy. I knew I shouldn't have said it, shouldn't have confess my feelings towards him. Because he wasn't worth it. Because of the consequences. Because some things are better left unsaid...