He scared me. My own father scared the life our of me.
I've often tried to forget what had happened to me when I was younger but I cant. Every night I relive one of my nightmares. He was abusive, rough and above all mean. My father had blamed me for everything that had happened, I was the reason my mother died. I was the reason he lost his job. I was the reason he ended up drunk every night flinging his fists at me. I am an only child therefor the only person he could take his anger out on. Every night it was the same.