TW: suicide, self-harm, depression, anxiety, self-medication A short first edition of a poem book series, that shares the stories of my various secrets throughout a span of seven years. These are meant to be read as slam poetry, and are poems that I have been writing for about seven years, but have now decided to start sharing with others. This story will be updated at least once a week. Each chapter will usually have a song, that inspired me to write at that time.