"Let go"
I sounded much more confident then I was actually feeling. Hurt flashed through his beautiful eyes, confusion and sadness were edged into his face. Each second felt like a stab to my heart. I had to leave him, I had to leave the one man I loved, the one man who changed my life.
"But why?"
"Because I don't want to see you anymore"
Once I said that he physically took a shaky step back, as if I hit him.
"No! I can't accept that! I-"
"You have to! That's reality! I don't want you in my life! Just leave me alone!"
Liar
Taking this opportunity I turned on my heels and walked in the opposite direction. Walking away from my salvation, my happiness, my first love.
Tears were flowing down my face but I had to control myself from sobbing with all my heart. But I couldn't not as long as I was here.
I was almost into the woods when a strong warm, wrapped protectively around my wrist.
I turned around to see him. His face had shock and surprise. He probably saw my eyes and noticed I was balling. He gripped my shoulders tightly and gazed right into me.
"Never, I will never let you go"
This is where I'm supposed to introduce myself as the shy, nerdy girl. Then introduce the other protagonist of the story, who's a charismatic hot guy, and tell the story of how we hopelessly fell in love.
I wish things happened that way. I wish I had someone to share this story with.
But this is my story. This is reality.
It will go on, with or without you.
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This story contains strong language. Some would find it offensive. You had been warned.