When She Was Gone
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All things started the day you left me.
My life became miserable. I see only darkness. Coldness starts to hug me.
I became lifeless.
Time passes and I did not assume that you'll come back. I want you back but I dont pray for you to come back because... Extreme pain will make me cry every night again when I see you.
Im trying to move on because I know that I have to let you go.
You surrendered already. If I'll fight, I'll only hurt you.
Everyday, I only think of you but I promised that this will be the last.
This will be the last time that I'll think of your bright and shining eyes that Im always staring at, your smooth skin that I miss touching, your nose and cheeks that I missed pinching...
And your red and soft lips that I missed kissing.
I promised all of that to myself...
But then when I saw you looking straight to my eyes... I realized that...
I cant.
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