Keep Calm and Love

What is love
love is a feeling that you can only explain when its almost Fading
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well that's my story i grew up in a family made of Playboy/Playgirl and Gangbangers, Mafias, Assasins, reapers that's why i don't believe in Forever beacause for me Forever is just a word nothing more nothing less until i met someone that melted my heart but i was too scared to actually accept my Feeling then when he finally given up on me he said he was going somewhere where he can't irritate me then less than a split second he was gone but what i don't know is that someone can Ease the pain that he left