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Synesthesia

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Time 29 minutes

Reads 71
Votes 9
Parts 7
Time 29 minutes

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Azalea Jackson can't decide what she wants.


enter Josh Tanner.

He looks at her like every girl wants to be looked at. And she looks back.

They're the girl with the home brown eyes and a haunting past, and the boy with eyes like a raging summer storm, with the charming smile and open heart.

The question is, can Azalea trust herself?Creative Commons (CC) Attribution

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