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Ok, so. This is the story of how i came to realize I'm a lesbian. It goes through the exact moment, and the struggles that've come since. I hope if you're reading this in a similar situation to what I was, you have a happy ending. There's just 5 short words that I'd never heard in the same sentence before, and they would've made my journey a whole lot smoother. So, if you're reading this and you're going through it, remember: its ok to be gay.All Rights Reserved

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Coming out

Well one of my good friends suggested I wrote a story or little biographical piece of my journey, experiences and feeling throughout the whole process of 'coming out'. I will also speak about all the feelings I felt and when I actually realized I was gay and how I've felt emotionally and how I've grown to this very day. Obviously this will be a gay piece of writing but nothing too extreme, but still I do recommend you refrain from reading if you don't like anything linked to homosexuality.