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badboy brak glädje kärlek motvilligtkär tårar

Jag fattar bara inte. Varför kan man inte välja vem man bli kär i? Varför kan man inte styra sina känslor? Varför gör dom som dom vill? Varför kan man inte stänga av sina känslor för någon? Varför är allt så jävla komplicerat? Varför är kärlek så svårt? 

Han av alla andra killar.

Han som inte bryr sig ett skit om någon, han som röker och dricker. Han som verkligen inte är ute efter ett förhållande. Han som skolkar & bara är ute efter engångsligg?

Hur kunde jag ens vilja se på honom? Hur kunde jag ens få känslor för honom? Det finns ju inget bra med honom överhuvudtaget? 
Det finns miljontals andra killar med bra personligheter men ändå så har jag bara ögonen för honom? Varför? Jag vill inte. Han är långt ifrån bra för mig.

Sen. Dessutom.

Gjorde han mig till exakt samma person. 

Allt är hans fel. 

Att jag förlorade mina vänner för kärleken till honom & för att bli som honom.

Fuck detta.All Rights Reserved

badboy brak glädje kärlek motvilligtkär tårar

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Little Sweet Dreamer

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