Start again.
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Ongoing, First published Sep 18, 2016
Mature
Darkness... and then light. Failure.

After a failed suicide attempt, constant emptiness is a certainty. 10 months at a rehab and a year on a mental hospital later, Adley will never be the same. And everything because of one boy. 

How pathetic can you be? 

The question Adley asks herself everyday.

She should've been stronger.

She shouldn't have fallen so hard.

How will it end when she goes back to high school almost two years later, when she's been mentally damaged and changed? When no sign of the happy cheerleader she used to be is anywhere to be found.

When everything falls apart, who will pick up the broken pieces?

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A/N

This story deals with a lot of serious problems, such as self harm, anorexia and suicidal thoughts. If you're easily triggered by such, do not read this book.
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