Dear Diary
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Dear diary,
Lately I realized that I've been thinking out loud. Its been almost a month since I started 10th grade. I feel normal. I'm fitting in. But there is something that keeps making me wish I never left there. My bestfriend. My ex. My brother. (all one person)
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