What's Oblivion To Elle

hi im ellie im17yrs old i wouldn't say im a nerd but im just......smart and i like school. but that all changes when four new guys comes to my school they are beyond words stunning they want to be my friend but i haven't been friends with anyone since adrian i miss him......more than anything but what happens when i discover i only have three months to live do i make it worth the pain i can cause them should i shut them out or should i make my last days.....making it the most precious memory's they will only live to remember.