It's... Everything
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Ongoing12m
Last published Tue, Sep 20, 2016
You run out in a harsh storm to try to find solitude; your feelings are all jumbled up and stab against your heart like safety pins popping balloons. You're deflated, your stomach hurts, and it just doesn't seem like there's any hope left. Everyone asks you what your problem is, and why you're so upset. You respond to them with a broad, but true generalization. "It's... Everything"
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