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Lost Senses - d.h AU

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dan danhowell howell lester phil phillester

"You've never had one true friend?" She asked. 

"Yeah, I have. His name was Phil."

"Where is Phil today?"

"Oh, he shot himself last year."All Rights Reserved

dan danhowell howell lester phil phillester

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Tue, Apr 18, 2017

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