POISONED
poeticmelanin
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  • Parts 17
  • Time 1h 14m
poeticmelanin
Ongoing, First published Sep 20, 2016
Mature
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Ashamed. abused mentally physically and even emotionally.

When life began to look beautiful for once things just began to change my past comes back to haunt me and kidnap me away from happiness. I wonder what it will take to get away from it. 

Who knows maybe death is the way. Follow me in attempting to try to find happiness through trauma of sexual abuse and harassment.

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"You did Maths Ada, and you're smart. Langa and you are so fucking negative. Two negatives make a positive, so like I said, you two deserve each other" ●°○°●°○°●°○°●°○°●°○°●°○°●°○°●° I always lived my life the way people wanted me to live it. After watching "The Princess Diaries" I realized that my life was controlled, I've been told how to live it. One day I decided to break the rules, I also wanted to feel the adrenaline they described in books. I was sick of living in someone else's story through books, it was now the time to create my own. ...who knew that all it took to finding yourself was a cute waiter at "Vue Sur l'océan"

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