Darkness will Creep

I was always a scaredy cat growing up, ever since I was about 3 years old. I was always alone because my father would be drunk all the time beating up on especially my mother, for she was abused as well trying to protect me from my father's ignorance. Growing up I became anti-social, developing anxiety and depression, but I did have friends. Those 'friends' I have ignored me all the time, but I don't care. When I sleep, my nightmares feel like they come to life, and I cry wishing someone would keep me safe... "SOMEONE PLEASE SAVE ME!!! I DON'T WANT TO BE ALONE!!!"